Friday, April 26, 2013

Coming full circle

Khaleej Times / 26 April 2013


 
Every time I teach The Seven Ages of Man by Shakespeare to my students, I feel a tremor in my body — an inadvertent mist blurs my eyes — and I experience an emotional turbulence that is deeply spiritual. Reading classical poetry has always been a meditative experience to me.
The verses that hold a mirror up to life and its vicissitudes affect me profoundly, and sometimes they push me into pensive contemplation like it invariably happens with The Seven Ages.
Every time I read this gem from the greatest of Bards, I witness the bioscope of my life roll behind my eyes, unravelling the obvious as if they were great mysteries. The intense emotions that this succinct chronicle of human life evokes are the same as the ones that I experience when I am in the company of old people. Trapped between their eagerness to quit life and death’s reluctance to embrace them, I see them as representations of my own future (should life allow me that long a lease). They remind me of a quake-ravaged town, once blithe and buzzing, now reduced to a stub of tenuous yet defiant relics.
It is not easy — neither for them nor for those around them — to cope with the time wrought inadequacies that afflict them and gradually turn them into pale shadows of their vivacious past. To those of us straddling the middle age and already pounded to pulp by modernity, having old people in our lives is becoming a vexing proposition. Yes, let us squirm in our seats at this caustic statement that we know is true, but will never for the life of us admit. We woefully share stories of senile persecution at home with friends and colleagues, giving pictorial details of the old folks’ imbecility and singing paeans to our endurance. Yet we refuse to accept at the confessional of our conscience that they have indeed become intrusive and irrelevant. God bless us!
Living with old people brings with it heaps of difficulties and truckloads of predicaments. There will be innumerable instances of disconnect that can push the limits of our patience, but they aren’t the only ones to have given us trying times. Didn’t our young ones do it at one time and did we whine then? Tantrums, obstinacy, weird demands — which of these didn’t they hassle us with? Shouldn’t the unconditional love that defined our parenthood hold good when we take our old folks into our fold?
Someday, we shall all be there too. If you thought you were prudent enough now to make flawless blue prints for your old age by learning from their behavioural inconsistencies, think again. Will our dwindling resources and floundering mental faculties enable sound reasoning and rational thinking then? Can a mouldering body bolster a buoyant attitude? If we feel harassed by their expectations of us to be their ‘extended limbs’ as someone recently put it, let’s take this as time for reciprocation.
The people we are talking of as ‘infirm’ today were people of immense worth in their prime. The geriatric frustration at losing their ability to synergise their diminishing powers cannot be stressed enough. The impatience to reclaim their due place in the changing contexts of our lives drives them to commit bizarre acts of self-assertion that we view as ‘childish’ and insufferable.
A long view of our old people would represent a revolting mob pitted against their robust wards. Zoom in your view, and you will see a nursery of aged infants — ‘sans teeth, san eyes, sans taste, sans everything.”
There is no anti-aging treatment that can defend any of us against this eventuality. It’s a humbling thought that can help us accept the angst-ridden presence of old people in our lives with less distaste and more empathy.

Saturday, April 13, 2013

The Demise of Political Hope in India



Two recent events that hogged the Indian media headlines and gave us fodder for inconclusive debates and discussions prompt me to write this piece. One, the tragic death of a student leader in Calcutta and two, the mass judgment and rejection of India’s young political icon turned whipping boy of the ruling party, on the back of his debut speech as the second in command of the Congress. The two episodes raised several questions in my mind regarding the prospect and participation of India’s youth in its political future.  

The former brought back memories of my college days when pitched battles between the police and students were commonplace in the heart of Kerala’s capital. In smaller towns where student unrest wasn’t rare, the dissonance was heard in spurts and it rarely flared and assumed violent proportions of the kind that could be potentially fatal. Campus politics straddled two levels at that time. One, to which a majority of youngsters - mostly boys - belonged, adopted it as an activity that was an essential part of campus existence, one that gave them macho image among a bevy of girls and a group of peers. It provided them with all the necessary ingredients to make their stint at college a blockbuster, complete with stunts and bravado. The student leaders were heroes in their own right, fighting for privileges as trivial as a clean canteen to graver things like conducting elections and forming college unions.

Political leanings for the followers were largely a matter of chance than choice, and allegiance to a faction was more often than not based on factors that were whimsical than ideological. College elections were high octave events that were fought with as much verve and fierceness as public polls. For those in the fray and their committed followers, it was a chance to foray into the larger aspects of professional politics, and for the followers, it provided the experience of participating in the political process that upholds the democratic tradition of India. To the leaders of the parties that backed them outside the campus, the youngsters were pawns in a bigger game – adrenaline driven and impressionable, they helped in spicing up the slugfest outside. Some of the young, uninitiated ones fell victim to the vicious plans. Politics in the campus was largely indoctrinated and influenced, and it rarely produced icons of the kind the country had much use for in the future.

Not many of the above, neither the leaders nor the foot soldiers, carried the spirit forward to become politicians; fewer still became officially anointed leaders or representatives with a distinct political voice. They moved on to become professionals of other kinds, the political heydays becoming just a blast from their past to be recounted in personal memoirs and alumni gatherings. Political activism, which was a favoured occupation within the campus confines, petered out of their life for more than one reason. The situation doesn’t seem much different more than two decades later.

Politics, in India, is a sullied word, and a career in politics is viewed with disdain, thanks to the conduct of men and women who claim to be advocates of advancement and champions of change for modern India. The history of Independent India has given very little reason for its people to consider politics as a serious vocation. Although no one discounts the importance and role of modern politics in matters of democratic governance and public policy, there are very few takers for the job among the educated youth, for it neither commands genuine respect in the public eye nor it offers complete fulfillment in one’s private estimation. How many young boys and girls that we know mention politics as their chosen career option even though they root for a strong leadership to manage their macro economic and social affairs? In a country where social sciences still don’t get the preferred ticks in college application forms and in a civil society where the responsibility of governance is easily passed up as someone else’s job, the probability of youngsters taking up roles of national obligation is abysmally low. India is a nation of strong opinions, a lot of which emerges from the young and the restless, but the vociferous voices either become a din that achieves little or fizzles out in collective frustration. No family, except those inheriting a sterling legacy, wants its progeny to take up the cause of nation building and political stewardship. Those who willy-nilly chart the forbidden course lured by the heady mix of muscle and money power it might offer, end up being wannabe administrators with minimal exposure and maximum ambition, a lethal combination that in no way improves the prevailing situation.  When the scope of political activism stays restricted to protest marches and sloganeering fuelled by the parent bodies to achieve their larger motives, and when political proclivity is fired by limited private goals, there can be neither true leaders nor staunch followers. The upshot of such rash adventurism will either be trivialization of political maxims or radicalization of ideas, both of which will leave collateral damage of different kinds.

In a country that sets out on democratic adventures of all kinds, where the eclectic mix and the elitist miniscule co-exist (although in severe conditions of feud and discord), where political equations are so fluid that policy making often takes a beating at the cost of national interest, the dearth of able statesmen and administrators signals bankruptcy of a disturbing kind. This is where the second major event of the past weeks, namely, the crucifixion of a political scion, which his opponents started and was then duly completed by the mob and the media, comes in.

Was I disappointed? Yes, I was acutely disappointed, for till recently I had hoped that the youth idol would someday grow in stature and assume the cosmic form. The nation badly needs an iconic change. It needs reprieve from time worn ideas of the old school that brawls more and governs less. It needs fresh blood in its veins to surge ahead. When Rahul’s speech plonked, it was my hope for this major alteration in the nerve centres of India’s body politic that crashed. It is certain that I was not alone in mourning the fall of the glass citadel.

 We don’t expect the Prime Minister to give us quick fixes to the running list of our problems, but we at least want solemn promises that would drive us to the voting centres in the elections to come.  There is a clear difference between a leader who says “Yes, we can,” and one who says miracles don’t happen. The impatience of a billion plus population cannot be assuaged with existential aphorisms. The million mutinies of a chagrined nation cannot be doused with sentiment and philosophy. I don’t intend to indulge in any kind of Rahul bashing here, but I can’t imagine the electorate handing over the future of our nation to a Cambridge educated youngster who has yet to learn the ropes of nation management.  It isn’t enough to inherit legacy and earn a degree in International Relations to run a country.

Whether Sudipto would have stayed a commie for life and been someday on the Politbureau is anybody’s guess. Whether he had harboured political dreams of larger dimensions is unknown. If he had had greater political ambition that could have transformed him into a national figure of any political worth, then, his death is a huge national loss that we all must deeply mourn.  

The new generation lacks bonafide political aspirations that would eventually lead them to serving the public with a fair amount of legitimacy and credibility. Those who do steer towards the vocation are pitifully deficient - either in education or experience or both. The intellectuals who graduate from universities may have the right tools that could shape public policy and influence public opinion, but they unfortunately are not the faces that greet us on the hustings. If we need erudite men and women to govern us, we must nurture them when they are still young and receptive by providing the right climate to grow and spread their political bough.  It might be irrational to imagine that this can be realized in this day of confused and misplaced polity. But it is certain that the gaps that exist between the campuses, scholarly retreats and the house of the people will result in major tectonic shifts in the democratic crust of India, and the impact it will have doesn’t augur well for the world’s largest democracy. Against this back drop, the demise of a student leader and the fall from grace of an erstwhile hero are tragedies that call for a solemn candle light memorial at our town squares.

A Little More Conversation

Khaleej Times (LIFE) / 13 April 2013

 
I love watching interviews and discussions on TV. The feverish exchange of views and the verbal volleys many times serve as great exercise to the intellect, and they offer panoramic views of the various takes people have about the business of life.
 Agreed, a number of these debates slip into the realm of the absurd, thanks to people who are bursting with thoughts to purge, and are tightly closed to ideas from outside. However, there are also people who can disarm you with their wisdom and flair, and keep you glued to a discussion on a subject of the remotest personal interest to you. I am not sure if the art of speaking (sense) is acquired, or if one is inherently endowed with it, but some people can make conversation extremely delightful and engaging.
Being in the company of people can throw up myriad possibilities for conversation. There is the mindless banter between friends, which has a merit of its own. It is like watching slapstick movies that have no use for the brain, but can unwind you to the point of going bonkers with fun. Then there is the silly, yet high on emotion gossip among the incurable lot among us women — hand it to us, we excel in it — that offers a gratification of a unique nature that only we women can appreciate. It is like watching TV soaps — high strung and hyperbolic, yet greatly appetising.
Discussions at the dinner table with family can be somber or buoyant, depending on whether you are talking about exams or a holiday. Sometimes it is just business as usual. They can remind of you of proceedings in the parliament — sometimes sober, sometimes animated and at times staid.
At parties where the wine does most of the talking, things are a bit sketchy, with no clear distinction of who babbled what and when. It is almost like watching a commercial break - colourful and assorted, but too cacophonous to make much sense.
Ever been in the company of people so full of themselves that they spill a bit of their lives each time they exhale? Turn the ignition on with a question and watch the Harley Davidson vroom at full throttle. All you need to do is punctuate the barrage with some more questions, and switch yourself off till the radio station goes off air. At the other end are folks who can make you feel like a question paper in the hands of a dullard who can’t answer in more than a few laboured words.
There are also the intimidating kinds, people sitting on high horses who can make you feel so diminutive that you wish you could vanish from their sight. They are brilliant all right, but their brilliance pales you into insignificance and knocks you out of existence. Being in their midst can make you feel like reading the medical encyclopedia — full of highbrow stuff you can barely ingest or digest.
And then there is the crème de la crème — discoursers who wear words like a well-tailored suit. Dapper in their manner, crisp in articulation, scholarly in their thought, diverse in their interests and surprisingly unassuming, they make you an equal partner in dialogue. They engage you in conversation, taking your views, offering theirs, never once allowing their authority and sophistication to circumscribe your identity. Listening to them is like exploring Wikipedia, picking up nuggets of insight and information as you navigate. Talking to them is like posting your thoughts on your Facebook timeline.
It is a rare combination, and rarer still is the chance to cross path with such people. When you do, as it might happen once in a blue moon, you feel as if you have witnessed a fine symphony of human faculties. These are prized acquaintances that we will cherish long after life has moved on to newer territories.

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Labour's Love Lost

Khaleej Times (LIFE) / 6 April 2013


 
There are some things you just don’t get on a platter these days. Happy marriages, for instance. Rarer still are happy jobs.
While discussions on the former are still secretive and nibble the ears, the latter is lending itself to vociferous expressions of discontent and has become a trending subject for conversation at dinner tables and social dos.  A casual, “How’s work?” question will return responses that range from words of utter despair and lame resignation to measured nods and unsympathetic shrugs, none of which is too complimentary to the institution of organised employment.
Job satisfaction today seems as mythical as a mirage and, as a term, it is so mutually exclusive that for eight to ten hours every day, the world becomes an insufferably morose place full of men and women who leave their hearts in their homes and turn into robots that complete mechanical chores at the work place. Someone  feels that they are underpaid, someone is overworked, someone else has a bad boss, someone thinks his colleagues are out to get him for strange reasons, someone just doesn’t think he fits his work profile and someone else feels that this was the last thing he had ever wanted to do in life.  Even a person who holds a job that others would die for says he is just getting by.
So, where has all the happiness at work gone? Why does an office now resemble a classroom of kindergarten kids on their first day at school?  What ails us that we bemoan our work life so severely? 
Our fathers retired from where they started their careers, had modest income with which they got us all literate and liberated, (many storing nothing for their feeble years), didn’t know what luxury meant, yet they were happy people who even now wax eloquent about their workplace experiences like proud war veterans.
We now leap from one job to another like crazed primates, earn hefty salaries, wallow in nauseating extravagance, visit the Eiffel Tower and the Pyramids, send our kids to the best schools in town, put away enough for our retirement, and yet, wail like war widows when asked about our jobs.
Even as we put our dissatisfaction down to ‘poor work culture,’ and secretly acknowledge our aspirations and expectations as reasons to our woes, we miss to recognize the most vital ingredient necessary to keep us ticking and humming at work. Love. We simply don’t love what we do. I hate to say this, for it might hurt, but it’s undeniable that a majority of us work either for money or to satisfy our mammoth egos or both. Our achievements carry either material worth or are laced with self-glorification. Our compelling need to find utilitarian purpose to our activities has usurped our love for our occupation.
No one stipulates that we put away money and ego trips. They are must haves in the limited confines of our corporeal world. But sans love, they will only lead to abject misery.
Consider this. The cleaner in my sister’s home in the US isn’t essentially a ‘house maid.’ She has a husband who earns handsomely yet she dons the domestic help’s apron for the sheer love of doing domestic tasks. A priest at the temple near our home in India chucked his job in Dubai to take up the religious vocation he had been longing to do, and a man I know very closely remains unperturbed amidst rattling turbulence constant at his workplace because he loves his assignment too much to be deterred by what happens around him and the peripheral chaos have no bearing on how he conducts his work. Nothing but pure passion for the job at hand can create such fine examples of labour. Job and satisfaction as a pair will be less estranged if only some love creeps into their midst. The secret is no different from that of happy marriages.

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

The Great Indian Disservice


India is a nation of great ironies.

Forget about the political incongruities, the secular fabric that is fast fraying around the edges and an economic paradigm that is waltzing in the chasm of inequities. These have become boring topics. I am talking about curious things like how you get to spend a night in the cozy company of bed bugs in a second class air conditioned train compartment for a few thousand rupees or how you need to drive around only five kilometers and burn fuel to get a mobile top up card, because shops in your area are closed, thanks to a 48 hour general strike.

Agreed, maintaining Indian Railways, which is one of the largest networks in the world, is no joke. But who is joking here? I mean serious business – the business of having systems in place and giving the tax payer the due he deserves; the business of getting people to do the job they are paid for. Someone suggested the night after we were severely bugged that we must have made a complaint to the ticket examiner. In a country where railway cops push ticketless travelers out from a moving train or evil men transgress openly in a compartment, what can a ticket checker do to fend off swarms of silent bugs and roaches?

There is certainly someone else responsible for providing the public with services that it is paying for and more under him to implement the services efficiently. It ticks me off to see that there is neither the will to serve nor accountability in areas of public service. It is okay to provide dirty blankets in the train, because people take the unclean (w)rap lying down. The news of a rat biting a senior citizen in a railway coach is read with more amusement than alarm, and forgotten. The ‘dry run’ in the toilets continues amid soiled seats and smelly space. We groan, yet go on, because we have no advocates to plead our case.

That people aren’t doing the jobs that they are taking the wages for irks me. I wonder if it is a trend peculiar to India alone. The tendency to shirk work has become so regular that we have now learnt to work our way around it. If the guy at the government office is missing in his seat, we merely wait till he returns from his extended coffee or lunch break. That is the biggest perk of holding a government job. No one can fire you for playing truant.

Again, how does one accept the arrogance of a porter at the station who would rather cool his heels than reduce his wage demand and do the task for his own good? The 48 hour national strike of February might have its supporters for all the purported reasons, but how does one understand the psyche of a people that only needs a whisper about a general strike to go on a self declared holiday, as they did in my home state? Inflation, corruption, minimum wages, economic policies are fair concerns, but to call for a national shut down and to add to the loss of a staggering economic condition hardly makes sense. The irony of it amuses me. The finance minister is at pains to generate national income and his people out there are staying home and celebrating a strike at the cost of over 200 billion rupees. That should be the priciest national holiday ever!

Every time I travel to India, I return with mixed feelings about its prospects. On one hand are the elevated living and excessive spending triggered by private enterprises. On the other hand is the general ennui in the public domain that is hurling the country into a huge, freewheeling space. Alas, service in India doesn’t come even at a cost these days, and the greatest irony is that somewhere we have ourselves to blame for it.